Siopao

Thursday, 4/14

I wasn't sure what to bake today. On one hand, it should have been easy. On Thursday, we literally read about Jesus' last meal. On the other hand, I wanted to stay away from anything resembling Passover appropriation.


What struck me in my reading was Peter's insistence that he would not deny Jesus. It is so relatable. I talk a good Christ talk, but how do I deny him?


Growing up, I learned to be firm in my beliefs because the world would question me and I must never be ashamed to say that I am a Christian. These days, I don't think that's how I deny Christ.


We deny Christ when we do not see the image of God in the queer teen and don't tell them they are marked as God's own forever. We deny Christ when we do not see the image of God in the stranger, orphan, and widow at our border and we turn them away. I deny Christ when I fail to remember those in the church who frustrate or challenge or hurt me are also beloved children of God.


We deny Christ when we make peace with injustice. We deny Christ when we let something pass because it's easier to keep the peace than make the peace. We deny Christ when we excuse the reality because we are too scared to live into the prophetic. I deny Christ when it's more comfortable to sit in my privilege than to invite people into more intimate corners of my life.


So as I bake today, I sing Kyrie eleison, Christe eleison -- Lord, have mercy, Christ have mercy.


INGREDIENTS


Dough:

240 g (about 1 cup) all-purpose flour flour

3 teaspoons sugar

1 teaspoon instant yeast

⅔ cup warm milk (should be warm to touch but not too hot)

a pinch of salt

1 teaspoon oil


Filling: 

You can really use whatever sounds good to you. I used:

1 cup shredded cooked chicken, seasoned with five spice, garlic powder, and onion powder to taste.

1 cup diced and sauteed mushrooms

Green onions

Shredded leftover adobo would be delicious, and we often make a vegetarian version with shredded zucchini and carrots.


METHOD


Warm up the milk and gently stir in sugar and yeast. Allow it to bloom, about ten minutes.


Combine the flour and salt in a large mixing bowl and slowly mix in the yeast mixture and oil. 


Either use a dough hook or knead by hand until the dough is soft. Even if you use a dough hook, give the dough a couple of turns by hand to ensure it is supple. 


Let dough rest in a bowl until it doubles in size. This is where baking reminds us that rest cannot be codified. Humidity or temperature can change how long this will take on any day. 


While the dough rests, prepare your filling, draining any excess liquid, and let cool.


Turn out your dough onto a work surface, floured as needed, and roll into a log. Divide into 14 balls and set aside. 


Work one ball of dough at a time, rolling it into about a 5” oval, fold in half and roll out again, to remove any remaining air in the dough. I use a combination of a rolling pin and my hands to shape the dough.


Once you have your final slight oval shape, hold it in the cup of one hand and scoop in about a tablespoon of filling into it. 


Begin to pleat the edges to seal, using your thumb to push the filling down and in as you work.  


Bring your steamer to a boil and rest a piece of parchment paper inside to keep the buns from sticking. Place buns in steamer and steam for about 20 minutes. 


Carefully remove and let cool slightly. Serve warm, topped with green onions or dipped in your favorite sauces.